So my life has come tumbling down upon me. What I thought was stable has crumbled from beneath me and left me falling, falling, falling... wondering...
What do I do now?
I really don't have any friends. I mean, I know people, but I have absolutely no desire to go hang out with them. Or meet new people for that matter.
I was comfortable in what was. Sure, I knew I needed to get off my ass and do something soon, but I was so... COMFORTABLE.
And now I'm alone.
He says we need to "be strong in ourselves" before we can be "strong in each other." I find real wisdom in that. But hell, that could take YEARS. DECADES. FREAKIN' MILLENIA!
Oh god.
I guess I do have problems.
I guess I do have a lot to figure out.
But is it necessary for this process to be so goddamn lonely?!
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